July 17, 2004

Oh My Beloved,

As my eyes gaze off dreamily into my present reality, my heart wearily carries this great burden of suffering and pain, patiently awaiting Your Love and Light to surround it all.

My human heart – how helpless and small it feels as it tries to hold the screaming, mourning, and chaos it perceives.

Mournful wailing and crying – the loss of many sons and daughters.

* Here… 

I reach out to touch you – but cannot cross the immense divide between us. 

*Here – (as in this present reality; state of being)