Before you knew of this time of suffering - I was with the suffering you are enduring.
I became one with the suffering and went through its dark passages to light your way.
I am with you now, I was with you then and I will be with you... always.

Laments of the Imprisoned

Before you knew of this time of suffering – I was with the suffering you are enduring.

I became one with the suffering and went through its dark passages to light your way.

I am with you now, I was with you then and I will be with you… always.

2005

10-05-2005

I am, embodied death – writhing – in a living hell.

11-21-2005

My eyes perceive only the darkness around me.

My heart has known days upon days of despair and lament.

My body and spirit, tortured and tormented, have become weary and weakened.

My soul weeps.

Why have you abandoned me my Beloved God?

Why have you abandoned your faithful and devoted servant to the darkness?


My days are spent weeping.

My heart, believing that it has been forsaken by your Love, despairs of eternal embodied damnation*.

{Damnation – Condemnation to everlasting punishment; doom.}

11-23-2005

My screams… are mocked.

My cries and pleas… are greeted with silence.

My suffering… is met with contempt.

My dignity… is stripped and paraded before the people of compassion of the nation of the free, who debate, discuss and seek justify the use of torture and secret imprisonments in the name of freedom.

Woe to you desecrated nation.

Woe to the people of the nation of the free… no longer free.

12-05-2005

My God….

My spirit feels crushed under the weight of my suffering…

My breath no longer deep, seeks not to take in life’s offerings…

My heart, cries out in despair and loneliness…

My eyes, my eyes – my God – weep at the sight of eternal darkness before me…

My Beloved, how can my embodied death serve you?

How can Your Heart – of all hearts – not ache at the wailing cries of your beloved child?

12-06-2005

The laments and wails of my heart seem to be absorbed by the walls of my prison.

Hear you not my God?

I am bound by death in a living body.

My laments go unheard, unheeded.

It is only the darkness, of whom I am a prisoner, who responds to my calls for help…

with mocking cries of delight and tormenting thoughts of my failures.

12-07-2005

My heart my God, cries out to you.

My soul wanders lost in the darkness and my body has become a prison, where the forces of darkness torment and torture me.

My Beloved God I am embodied death without your Love.

I falter and stumble, I cry out and cannot see you in this formidable darkness.

2006

2-01-2006

My God, I am overwhelmed by the darkness.

I beg of you my Beloved God, do not abandon me to the darkness.

I have been faithful to You. You know my heart. You are aware of my every thought; how I live my life.

Please my God, do not abandon me to the darkness.


My Beloved God,

I am overwhelmed by the suffering you have asked me to bear.

Will you not help me my God?

Please my God, the darkness is crushing my spirit.

2-02-2006

There is no relief within my mind… within my body.

I am beset by the torments of the darkness.

My God, why have you not answered my weary soul’s cries?

Why have you forsaken me to the darkness?

2-03-2006

I am weary my God and feel broken by the darkness.

Tribulation follows torment as the darkness engulfs me.

My heart weeps, confused, as my cries and prayers are met with silence.

My body has become my soul’s prison.

2-23-2006

Father, I cry out in agony on this cross You have asked me to bear …without You.

4-09-2006

Weeping, screaming, wailing…

A suffering so great, anguish so unbearable…

Oh My Beloved, I hear their souls crying out – begging to come home to You.

7-08-2006

Father…

I am overwhelmed by the relentlessness suffering You have asked me to bear.

I beg of You, release me from this unbearable burden and allow my body to die and my soul to come home to You.

7-12-2006

My Father,

I am broken and confused, my torment relentless.

I ask of You, why have You abandoned me to the will of the darkness?

8-07-2006

My soul laments…

Imprisoned within my body, I watch helplessly as the days turn into months and the months into years of living death. My companions – melancholy, despair, and helplessness – torment my imprisoned consciousness.

Relentless suffering, walking death, torment, and pain.

I walk entombed among you – near and yet alone in my imprisoned state.


2011 – On the Eve: Second Forewarning

Forewarnings by Grace for the People of the Nation of the Free 

This page has been created as an act of Love. 

First, to help further prepare minds and hearts for that which is to come. 

Secondly, with the hopes that you would hold these revelations daily 
in your minds and your hearts, with prayer. 

Hear me now and have little doubt of the truth I speak: 

The Forces of Light will have reign over the forces of darkness.

It has begun.

All will now participate in the suffering.

The planet and its inhabitants shall cry out in anguish.


I shall be with you in the times of lamentations and tribulations to come.

I shall not leave you.

I shall be with you in your suffering.


The Children of the Light will be guided out of the darkness through the combination of the right use of will and guidance from the Light.


For verily I say unto you:

This is just the beginning, the dawn of the darkness to come. 

For the planet shall suffer as well as her inhabitants.

Darkness, twilight, gray days, hunger, suffering, wars, avarice, greed. Woe.


We shall yet see in these darkest of times to come – brother and sister of all nations and races – join together in compassion and love; to serve the suffering in the name of the Most High.


Here is what I ‘see’ – 

HOPE.

Not in the darkness not coming for its coming has been foretold to prepare you.

HOPE will be found, be born in the darkness, and the Light will enter the hearts of the willing and give unto them strength, courage, compassion, and most of all… HOPE.


In the darkness long have I travailed.

Whilst I knew it then not, the Light hath traveled with me.

For in my blindness and suffering I could not see the Light; nay, could not know the Light; for the darkness and its torments were my only companions in the dark night.

Whilst it is yet not dawn, and the dark night still prevails; my heart knows of the coming of the Light.

I shall await You my Beloved.

I shall await You amongst the tormented; the suffering; the forgotten. 

I shall await You and trust my heart until Your Light comes for me.


Weep, Weep – for the sorrows that have been cast upon the Earth. Weep for the sorrows and sufferings of mankind


None shall be spared of the sorrows and suffering to come.

All shall partake as the family of mankind.


A Planetary warning I give unto thee:

The stars pass. The moon passes.

THE SUN RISES.


And the mark (manifestations) of the forces of darkness shall be hidden away (kept secret)

in the hearts of mankind until they are unleashed upon the planet.


Yet heed my warning.

For whether you believe in the darkness or not – it is real.

And the darkness shall come upon your fragmented minds and unconscious emotions, and torment you with fears, anxieties, and uncontrollable thoughts.

Seek the Light – heal your fragmented selves.

Seek to realize your true nature and wholeness.


In the silence, the stillness – crows caw – church bells ring. 
People wailing – walking – dazed. 
Destruction, the land becomes submerged.
Life… continues.


Mayhem. 

Mayhem approaches.

Crying, wailing , questioning.

“Why? Why? Why?”


A madness… madness… in the hearts and minds of the American peoples.

Insanity presented as sanity. 

Truth presented as lie. Lie presented as truth.

Mass deceptions and hysteria.


Here – this is how the innocent of the people of the nation of the free shall be manipulated – through the energies of fear.

Fear. Fear and more fear in every form.

Woe, how shall their hearts and minds bear up to it?

(Manipulated – in the context of being mislead, deceived, exploited, and betrayed)


See you not?” inquire the guardians of the homeland, “it is only your safety and your security we seek to insure.”


A war upon the hearts and minds of the People of the Nation of the Free.

O how I weep for you my beloved nation.

How you shall weep and lament People of the Nation of the Free; when you awaken to find shackles upon you.

People of the Nation of the Free …no longer free.


A warning to the People of the Nation of the Free:

Be wary.

For the foot soldiers of the darkness cloaked in the raiment of pious national righteousness, have invaded your once hallowed halls, bringing with them corruption; desecration; the twisting of truths; lying and deception.

Their deeds speak of their contempt for the People of the Nation of the Free yet the people see this not.


And in the midst of the time of the great darkness of man – shall come a Light.

The Light of the Redemption of Man. The gift of the Prince of Peace. 

The Light of the Christ – redeeming all through Love.


In your fear you shall ask:

“How will I know who to trust in the times of darkness?”

And this is what I have come to say to you: 

The Light shall appear to you to show you the way.

Open your hearts in trust in the presence of your fears and the Light shall come to guide you.

Trust. Trust is the way.


BE NOT AFRAID!

I tell you this with assurance.

For the Light of God, through our Beloved Christ shall hold reign over the forces of darkness.

Be not afraid and trust in God’s plan for you.


And as the earth burned, the angels sang a sorrowful song.

And God wept for the suffering of man.


BE NOT AFRAID.

For in these times to come, you will witness violence never before seen.

It is the darkness working through corrupt hearts, manipulating them.

It is the beginning of the end – of the deeds of darkness.

BE NOT AFRAID.

For the Christ is here and the Christ’s Light and Love shall have reign upon the darkness


HOLD FAST TO THE LIGHT.

Do not act like the darkness – be of the Light.


Here, this is what I see:

Swelling, swarming masses, chanting, ranting in rapture, choking out all who would dissent.

Unconscious masses in a mesmeric rapture flamed by the fires of fear.

A sea of madness of minds and hearts in the people of the nation of the free.

Woe to the nation of the people of the free. Woe.


Take heed…

Hold fast onto your faith, and to your goodness, and to your purity – in the times of darkness to come.

Take heed and align with the Light of the Christ.

Align your heart with the Heart of the Christ and hold fast.


And many shall bow down on their knees and pray to their lost gods or God.

Seeking to be spared the sorrows of the darkness which is to come.


The pure of heart shall guide the lost.


Many shall weep and lament in these times to come.


I weep, I weep.
My heart weeps…
…with you.


New levels of evil and darkness in the lands.


Woe. Woe to the people of the nation of the free.

In their righteous madness they shall seek to bring about their glorious “rapture” as they slaughter the innocent.

And they shall fulfill biblical prophecy as the false prophets who brought Armageddon to God’s beloved.

And their tortured souls shall weep at their complicity with the darkness and cry out for forgiveness.


See what I see …with a sorrowful heart.

Hear what I know …with a hopeful heart


Woe …I am sickened by what I see, which is to come.

Violence against violence.

Mankind suffers – crying, pain – suffering.

Grief runs through the streets.

Blood runs through the streets.

Grief mournfully fills the air.

Screaming, crying – hysteria all abound.

Brother – sister – torn.


A wall of death.

The birds stop their singing.

The streets full with blood and grief.


For a time, it will seem as though the darkness has swallowed the Light.

Fear Not.

It is a passage of the Light through the darkness.


Think you – “all is well”?

Do not be lulled by false sleep.


Church bells – as momentous warnings ring out everywhere.

Calls to prayer, calls to the recognition of the great suffering of mankind.


So much wailing and crying – how can you not hear the cries of the suffering, the dying, and the starving?


My human heart – how helpless and small it feels as it tries to hold the screaming, mourning, and chaos it perceives.


Mournful wailing and crying – the loss of many sons and daughters.


Freedom will be lost in the name of freedom, in the nation of compassion.

Soldier, police officer, government official – will separate from the public trust

Guns patrol the streets in the land of the free. 

Government guns, private guns, militia guns; the law of power, contempt, and fear.

The law of contempt fills the hearts of the nation of the free with fear.

Machine guns, weapons of power, pointed at the people of the free.

Brother upon brother, neighbor upon neighbor; a madness of mind and heart in the nation of freedom.


The power to discern Light from darkness, truth from lie, will be lost to many in positions of power and national security in the nation of freedom.

Many will react with shock and bewilderment, others with denial, and others still, with outrage.


New laws created in the nation of the free to detain its citizens in the name of freedom and national safety.

The innocence and trust of the people of the free; desecrated and betrayed


Oh, sweet America…
promised land of hope and Grace – 
how I weep with you…
for your innocence betrayed.


The People of the Nation of the Free …no longer free. 

And the nation of the free shall torture their own – lock away in their madness, those whom they fear – the innocent shall lie in the darkness weeping, lamenting, unheard in their anguish and others in their fear, shall succumb to that which their heart knows to be wrong.

How I have lamented for you, people of the nation of the free – now you shall lament – with me


Weeping, chaos, confusion, screaming. Death.
People screaming, “God help us. God help us.”
Darkness. Dense darkness. Crying in the night.
Troops mustering – a new battle – but without honour.


A madness of minds and hearts in the nation of the free.


An ancient honour called up within the hearts of the people of the nation of the free in the face of great darkness and suffering.

The earth laid bare like a barren field.

(Earth laid bare – undisclosed, vision indicates the United States of America)


Be wary!

For in your unconsciousness the darkness will use you for its own means.

Stay awake! Stay of the Light!


Be wary!

Listen with presentness when you listen to the news. 

For even sources that seem trustworthy may unwittingly align with the energies of darkness.


“How,” you may ask, “can a measure be made of a suffering so great – so burdensome to the heart and soul – that only the blessed release of death will bring peace to the tormented soul?

I ask you to reflect upon my words.

And then to open your eyes and your hearts, to the suffering that surrounds you.


And this is how the darkness shall seek to confound your mind…

When near the Light or those of the Light, the darkness will manifest in your mind; in your body; in your emotions; and the darkness will tell your mind that it is the Light which is the cause of the darkness in you. 

That it is the Light, which is causing your suffering and pain.

It is not. It is the darkness seeking to undermine the Light; which is being experienced in the presence of the Light.

Peace be unto you my brothers and sisters. Stay true to the Light. Stay true to Christ’s Heart.

Stay True.


Heed my warning:

The darkness is wise in all ways of manipulation and treachery. 

Be not deceived. (fooled)


You shall witness horrible deeds of the darkness.

And you shall question your God (gods).

And you shall wonder of truth and righteousness.

Remember my words:

These are the deeds of the darkness.

Wait for the Light.

The Light will come.

Stay true.


Be still in your helplessness and wait.

Pray. Meditate upon the Light.

Be still.

Do not act (react) from your helplessness.

Be still and wait to be guided by the Light.


A bitter harvest soon to be reaped on the people of the nation of the free.


My screams… are mocked.

My cries and pleas… are greeted with silence.

My suffering… is met with contempt.

My dignity… is stripped and paraded before the people of compassion of the nation of the free, who debate, discuss and seek justify the use of torture and secret imprisonments in the name of freedom.

Woe to you desecrated nation.

Woe to the people of the nation of the free… no longer free.


I shall rise out of your fires.

I shall rise out of your treachery and deceptions.

I shall rise out of your torments and sufferings.

I SHALL RISE.


I shall be with you in the times of lamentations and tribulations to come.

I shall not leave you.

I shall be with you in your suffering.


There is no relief within my mind… within my body. 

I am beset by the torments of the darkness.


To those in the nation of the people of the free who claim to come in the name of Christ:

I have watched your actions. I have seen the fruits of your deeds.

And I tell you this; your deeds speak of the energy of the false Christ.

You take from the widow, the poor, the sick, and the elderly. You strip the mother of her dignity to feed her children. You forget – nay – you look away in contempt and disgust at the homeless; the broken, walking your streets.

You claim that you are commanded to save all whom you meet. I tell you truly, in your madness of mind and spirit, you have become servants of the false Christ.

Heed my warnings, for I have seen you in your zeal to “save” – claim souls as trophies – and I tell you, that you do this in the name of the false Christ.


How I weep for you.

For I tell you truly, that even though these atrocities have not been committed directly by your hand, they have been committed by the greater collective hand of those you have chosen to govern in your name.

Woe. How I weep for the innocents. How I weep for those who have suffered, those who suffer greatly even now, and those who suffering is still to come.


My heart weeping…

weary…

…confused,

is overwhelmed by the suffering which is to come. 

Each side righteously claims they act in the purity of Your Name.


Weeping, screaming, wailing…

A suffering so great, anguish so unbearable…

Oh My Beloved, I hear their souls crying out – begging to come home to You.


Wait. 

I will call you in My Voice, says the Lord our God.

You will know Me. 


Re~Union. 

Reunification of the many realities into the one.

A unified field of reality aligned, in Divine Order.


Within

your stillness

I AM.


These blessings and prophecies I bring forth from the Heart of God.

In Christ’s name all shall be healed.

In God’s name all shall know love. All shall be love.


Two forwarnings of proportionate relevance and significance:

The first forewarning:

Screaming, chaos – the law of the punisher who comes falsely in the name of God – exacts retribution.


The second forewarning:

And this is how the darkness shall seek to make you one with it.

The darkness will seek the places within you – within your heart, and your mind, and your emotions – that are dark with doubts, fears, resentments, anger, and pain. And through your own mind and emotions, it will seek to torment you and it will feed these places with like energies, until your mind and heart are confused and in desperate pain, you cry out to your God, either for help or in anger.

“Why,” you may ask of me, “would my God do this to me?”

Remember my words to you now – it is the darkness.

Purify yourselves! Seek the healing Light of the Christ.

For only the Christ shall have reign over the forces of darkness that seek to enslave mankind.


Many shall weep and lament in these times to come.


Do not despair of the darkness.

Trust and be true to the Light of the Christ.


Stand True.

Stay true to the Light in your sorrow and your pain.

Stand True. 

For the Light is with you.


On the Eve: First Forewarning 2005

Forewarnings by Grace for the People of the Nation of the Free 

This page has been created as an act of Love. 

First, to help further prepare minds and hearts for that which is to come. 

Secondly, with the hopes that you would hold these revelations daily 
in your minds and your hearts, with prayer. 

Hear me now and have little doubt of the truth I speak: 

The Forces of Light will have reign over the forces of darkness.

{6-07-2004} 

Think you – “all is well”?

Do not be lulled by false sleep. 



{6-26-2004} 

The rage filled heart silently awaits its time to strike out.



{7-02-2004} 

Two forewarnings of proportionate relevance and significance:

The first forewarning:

Screaming, chaos – the law of the punisher who comes falsely in the name of God – exacts retribution.

The second forewarning:

And this is how the darkness shall seek to make you one with it.

The darkness will seek the places within you – within your heart, and your mind, and your emotions – that are dark with doubts, fears, resentments, anger, and pain. And through your own mind and emotions, it will seek to torment you and it will feed these places with like energies, until your mind and heart are confused and in desperate pain, you cry out to your God, either for help or in anger.

“Why,” you may ask of me, “would my God do this to me?”

Remember my words to you now – it is the darkness.

Purify yourselves! Seek the healing Light of the Christ.

For only the Christ shall have reign over the forces of darkness that seek to enslave mankind.



{3-10-2004} 

In the times to come…

Many shall weep and say, “Why us?” “What have we done?” “Our children are innocent, our mothers are innocent, our fathers are innocent.”

And this I say to you:

They shall not see that as a nation, their integrity and innocence had been lost – they had allowed the blood of innocents to cover their hands and contempt to enter their hearts. 



{4-10-2004} 

And this I shall tell you:

These acts of war will bring much suffering.

Not only to those you have brought the violence to – but to those you sought to keep the violence from. 



{4-17-2004} 

Know you not that your actions will reap upon you the blood of innocents 
of your own nations? 

(Separately these warnings are given to the United States and Israel)

Darkness reaps its own… 

You have strayed from the Light.

You have strayed from the Laws of your God, your Father.

You have aligned your hearts with the heart of darkness.




{4-27-2004} 

HEAR YOU NOT?

SEE YOU NOT?

The dark forces of war build around you.



{4-29-2004} 

Many shall weep and lament in these times to come.



{5-07-2004} 

Do not despair of the darkness.

Trust and be true to the Light of the Christ.



{5-23-2004} 

A wall of death.

The birds stop their singing.

The streets full with blood and grief.



{5-27-2004} 

Stand True.

Stay true to the Light in your sorrow and your pain.

Stand True. 

For the Light is with you.



{6-27-2004} 

Think you – “We have a right to bring about the death and suffering of others?

This I tell you with great authority – 

You shall suffer deeply, intensely, and completely, for these acts falsely commissioned 
in the name of God, Allah, and Yahweh.



{8-10-2004} 

The seeds of contempt for the peoples of Islam and their holy shrines will bring forth much pain and suffering to the forces who invade their lands with guns and bibles.



{8-12-2004} 

In the silence, the stillness – crows caw – church bells ring. 
People wailing – walking – dazed. 
Destruction, the land becomes submerged.
Life… continues.



{8-08-2004} 

Weeping, chaos, confusion, screaming. Death.
People screaming, “God help us. God help us.”
Darkness. Dense darkness. Crying in the night.
Troops mustering – a new battle – but without honour.


A madness of minds and hearts in the nation of the free.


The earth laid bare like a barren field.
(Earth laid bare – (undisclosed) city in the United States of America) 

{8-08-2004}

Mayhem. 

Mayhem approaches.

Crying, wailing , questioning…

“Why? Why? Why?



{9-18-2004} 

Here, this is what I see:

Swelling, swarming masses, chanting, ranting in rapture, choking out all who would dissent.

Unconscious masses in a mesmeric rapture flamed by the fires of fear.

A sea of madness of minds and hearts in the people of the nation of the free.

Woe to the nation of the people of the free. Woe.


NO ONE IS BEYOND REDEMPTION

Wait.
 I will call you in My Voice, says the Lord our God. 
You will know Me. 

The darkness will seek to use your fears, your desires to torment you.
Wait.
It is in the power of LOVE that we will be healed, redeemed, brought back to God.
Fear tells us that God has left or forsaken us. Trust in God not in your fear.
Ask God for peace. Ask that God guide you.
In meditation and prayer:
Listen.
“Wait. I will call you in My Voice”.


Think on God. 
Focus your minds on God. 
Pray for trust and peace.
Through the passage of time, your fears will subside; peace and trust will fill your hearts and your minds.
Wait.
“Wait. I will call you in My Voice”.


God will guide you. 
TRUST. 
There is another way.
TRUST.
LOVE will guide you.
Focus your minds and hearts on TRUST.
Focus your minds and hearts on LOVE.
Focus your minds in prayer and meditation.
“Wait. I will call you in My Voice”.


“I will call you in My Voice”.
Your fears will nag at you, for some torment; your fears will nag at your hearts, your minds in the dark night.
Even so, focus your minds and hearts on GOD.
Wait.
“I will call you in My Voice”.


Fear and doubt have been your companions for far too long. 
It will take time for you to let them go, to purify their residue from your minds and hearts; to follow in the footsteps of TRUST and LOVE.
“Wait. I will call you in My Voice.”
You have forgotten who you are. You have forgotten the truth — of who you are.
Let your prayers be for PEACE, for TRUST, and for God’s LOVE to guide you. 


Wait.
In the waiting, your doubts and fears will be healed. In the waiting, LOVE and TRUST will grow.



In the waiting…
“I will call you in My Voice. You will know Me.”
Only time will prove to your minds and hearts who I AM. 
In the cradle of waiting…
“I will call you in My Voice”.


Do not seek to fight your fears, do not seek to fight the darkness. 
Instead, use your energies to BUILD FAITH AND TRUST. 
Your strength to face your fears, the strength to face the darkness will come in the building of your FAITH and TRUST.
“I will call you in My Voice. You will know Me.”
No matter how dark the night. No matter how dark your thoughts. 
No matter how dark the fears which cloud your hearts.
Only time will prove to your minds and hearts who I AM. 
In the cradle of waiting…
“I will call you in My Voice.”


Do not seek to fight your fears, do not seek to fight the darkness.
Instead, use your energies to BUILD FAITH AND TRUST. 
Your strength to face your fears, the strength to face the darkness will come in the building of your FAITH and TRUST.
“I will call you in My Voice. You will know Me.”
No matter how dark the night. 
No matter how dark your thoughts. 
No matter how dark the fears which cloud your hearts.
TRUST – PRAY – MEDITATE – PRAY, build your FAITH and TRUST. 
You will know Me.
I AM here, to help you.
Fear not in the dark night.
“Wait.
 I will call you in My Voice. You will know Me.”


“Wait. I will call you in My Voice. “
Wait.


In your waiting… your fears will be purified, and your hearts made pure like that of snow. 
Wait.
For God’s world and your world are being drawn together.
You will find God when you let go of your fears.
Your fears will seek to call you back to your old ways.
Your fears will seek to torment you, seek to separate you from LOVE and TRUST. 
“Wait. I will call you in My Voice.”


Remember LOVE.
Remember to keep your focus fixed on GOD. 
Pray for PEACE.Pray for TRUST.
Pray for LOVE to fill your minds and hearts.
“I will call you in My Voice”, says the Lord our God.
“You will know Me”.


I will call you in My Voice.
You will know Me.
Pray for LOVE to fill your minds and hearts.
Wait.
I will call you in My Voice, says the Lord our God. 
You will know Me. 


A SANCTUARY OF PEACE

In The Presence Of Fear 

Where is the place of fear?
It is within you.

“No!” you cry out. “The place of fear is …”

“It is the loss of my safety, my security.” 
“It is the loss of my job.”

“It is the loss of my home.”

”It is the loss of my love.”

“It is the loss of the one(s) I loved.”

“It is the loss of my money.”

”It is the loss of my freedom.”

”It is the loss of my dreams.”

”It is the loss of my mental or emotional balance.” 
“It is the loss of my strength, my health.”
“It is the loss of my joy.”

“It is the loss of my pursuit of happiness.” 
“It is the gain of the aforementioned…”
“My fears are my losses and gains, real and perceived.”


Verily I say to you, the place of fear is within you.

In your minds. In your hearts. In your bodies.

Become aware of these places of fear within you in the midst of your gains and losses.

In each moment, strive to become conscious of your fears.


In the moment, seek within you where your fears lodge in your body.


Be not in haste, nor despair at your resistance, for long have these energies been within you – fused into your cells, your conscious and unconscious minds.

Fear not, when you feel strong and in the next moment you waiver in fear or despair.



Be not overjoyed in your strength and good fortune.

Humble yourselves, give thanks, and stay aligned with LOVE. 

Despair not at your depression, your exhaustion, your anxieties.


It will take great courage and strength to wait for your inner idols of fear to fall.


It will take long hours of practice of prayer and meditation to create a pathway of trust within your hearts and minds. 

Do not despair., for the Light has come – growing stronger by the day.



Temptation will surround you – calling you back to the false comforts your fear once gave you. 

Tribulation will seem to increase, and indeed at times, it may. 

Fall back not onto the false gods of fear.

For those who are tormented in their minds and hearts – stay steadfast in your compassion for your self. 

Measure daily your small steps from the hours and days of relentless fear filled torment to each moment of Grace.

Measure your growth with compassion – not comparison.



Build holiness – wholeness within you, one compassionate moment at a time.

When you falter… remember LOVE.

LOVE will guide you.

At first, many will not recognize their longtime friend. 

Others will doubt when their false friend – fear, clamors for it’s voice to be heard.


Quiet yourself.

If you cannot quiet your minds, pray.

Let you ears hear your voice in prayer. 

Let your heart hear your voice in prayer.

Fall back not onto the false gods of fear.

For those who are tormented in their minds and hearts – stay steadfast in your compassion for your self. 

Measure daily your small steps from the hours, days, of relentless fear filled torment, to moments of Grace.

Measure your growth with compassion – not comparison.


Quiet yourself.

If you cannot quiet your minds, pray. 

Let you ears hear your voice in prayer. 

Let your heart hear your voice in prayer giving it strength and courage.

Create the place of peace within yourselves, until the gift of peace is given unto you.

Humble yourselves, fall onto your knees, and prepare within you, your sanctuary of peace.


Calling Forth of the Prophet

The prophetic revelations which I have shared since 2003, as I know them in my heart, are meant to prepare embodied souls for the sorrows and sufferings as well as the Light to come. The prophecies of the Return of the Christ are anchored as an ever-present reminder to all embodied souls that God is always with them, so that souls may hold within their hearts, in times of revelation, tumult, and change, a new choice as to how to hold unfolding events in ways which are aligned with the energies of holiness, sacredness and trust, and a consciousness which seeks to hold all with and in God, the Creator Source.

Daughter, write this unto Thy Nation:

Nation I call thee to remember the yoke which once held thee. Your Fathers and Mothers stood in defiance to injustices and the crushing of liberties.

Remember those who have come before thee in times of tyranny – when your knees falter, and your hearts worry and cower.

Remember nation, I Am and I Am with thee.


Daughter write My Words:

Fear not daughter for these words I have put into your heart. Your pen I guide.

Daughter I Am and I Am with thee.


Here me now, a time to come forward when the nation shall weep and lament.
Fear not for all is not lost, for these are the times in which I have called you forth.


Daughter,

Begin now, I beseech thee fear not.

(This message is not clear what am I to begin?)

Proclaim daughter. Proclaim My Words.

Be thee not fooled by the words of those who care not for those they claim to uphold.


Daughter be thee not afraid in the times of sorrows to come. 
For My Words you shall speak.
In My Name you shall proclaim.
Hear Me daughter?


Daughter, scribe, of My Heart, you come forth.
Your life daughter is Mine.


Daughter, you heart trembles for I have called you.
Your heart trembles daughter to know Me.
Be not afraid for it is I who calls you.


Daughter of My Heart, falter not for it is I who shall form the words of your mind and of your mouth.


Daughter, thy will is My Will. 
Know there is no separation.
For you have been formed of My Heart, born in service to My Will.


Daughter of My Heart, I have called you, fear not.


Daughter, Thy Will you shall proclaim. 
My Voice shall speak to the nations thru you.
Be not afraid for I Am and I Am with you.


Herewith Nation:

A time soon comes forward when all shall seem secure and serene, 
yet I tell you forthwith that behind the calm and serenity burn fires. 
Fires that would seek to destroy the very fabric of the Nation.

Fear these forces not.

For these times I have warned you of and shall come to pass.


Daughter of My Heart

Follow the call of My Voice in all that you do.
Know you have been formed of My Heart.

Thy Will shall be proclaimed thru you Daughter.
Fear not.


Daughter I call out unto you and you daughter of My Heart, shall proclaim My Word.

(I am unworthy of this most sacred task, why me?)

Daughter would you in your fear cull your heart from Mine?

Daughter your destiny has been formed from My Heart, from My Love – fear not daughter.

Fear not.


Daughter, holy scribe, beloved of My Heart, know that I Am and I call thee forth.


Daughter those who seek to deceive shall in the end, have their eyes and hearts opened.


Daughter, tremble not before tyrants.


Reminiscences of tyrants bear no might to the sorrows of the suffering.