From the Heart of Christ these words were given to me:
"Remember Love."

February 1, 2006

My God, I am overwhelmed by the darkness.

I beg of you my Beloved God, do not abandon me to the darkness.

I have been faithful to You. You know my heart. You are aware of my every thought; how I live my life.

Please my God, do not abandon me to the darkness.

My Beloved God,

I am overwhelmed by the suffering you have asked me to bear.

Will you not help me my God? 

Please my God, the darkness is crushing my spirit. 

February 6, 2006

To the people of the nation of the free:

Be aware of how the darkness works through the seemingly well intentioned.

For it is in their egotism and rigidity of belief, that leaves no room for God’s voice to come through to guide them as they serve, that leaves them vulnerable to corruptive forces.

The people of the nation of the free… no longer free.

Here is the message of the darkness. Be aware of the intent of the forces of darkness my brothers and sisters and do not be fooled:

I have come to perpetuate fear in the name of power.

I shall seem to be a comfort, yet in truth, I am here for your demise.

I shall seem to be a servant of the good and righteous, yet in truth, it is a cloak for the darkness for whom I truly serve.

I will seem to acquiesce unto your laws, yet in truth, when I speak, my agenda will be to confound the people of the nation of the free.

“Why, see how agreeable I am.” says the darkness, “how could you not trust me?”

“Why people of the nation of the free,” demur the false governor’s of the law, “we feel it is wrong for you to have public debate and discussion of the laws of the nation, for those who we have deemed ‘evil’ who seek your demise, will listen to these debates and mock the nation of the free.” 

People of the nation of the free… no longer free.

The servants of the darkness will hold up, as paradigm’s of their virtue, the innocents for public display.

“How righteous I am!” claim the servants of the darkness.

“Can you not see, people of the nation of the free, how righteous we are?”

Yes, it is true that in their hearts, many who inadvertently serve the darkness desire in their hearts, to uphold the light. Yet truly, as soon as they violated Your Sacred Laws, they had become agents of the darkness, no matter the desire of their hearts. They followed not the judgment and guidance of their God, but of their own truths, claiming it to be “in the name of God”.

My Beloved Father, their contempt for those that they claim to serve – in Your name – is egregious.

February 23, 2006

People of the nation of the free…

How I weep for you. 

For I have seen, have felt; what is to come upon you from those who come in the name of the false Christ.

Woe, how they lust after power in the name of pious righteousness.

Woe. How I weep for you. 

February 23, 2006

Father, I cry out in agony on this cross You have asked me to bear …without You. 

March 21, 2006

To those in the nation of the people of the free who claim to come in the name of Christ:

I have watched your actions. I have seen the fruits of your deeds.

And I tell you this, your deeds speak of the energy of the false Christ.

You take from the widow, the poor, the sick, the elderly. You strip the mother of her dignity to feed her children. You forget – nay – you look away in contempt and disgust at the homeless; the broken, walking your streets.

You claim that you are commanded to save all whom you meet. I tell you truly, in your madness of mind and spirit, you have become servants of the false Christ.

Heed my warnings, for I have seen you in your zeal to “save” – claim souls as trophies – and I tell you, that you do this in the name of the false Christ. 

March 29, 2006

Nation of impudence and arrogance:

Time and again I have come to stir the kernels of compassion lying dormant within your self-satiating consciousness’.

Even so, you have refused to awaken to the horrors and atrocities committed in your name in your nation’s march to freedom.

Here again is my warning:

The mighty hand of Islam has been gathering within the heart of its collective consciousness, each injustice; each violent death; each humiliation – each massacre. Their collective anger festers; their righteous anger (like yours people of the nation of the free), now intermingles with the forces of darkness.

I have experienced the force of this collective anger and know of the suffering that is to come.

How I weep for you.

For I tell you truly, that even though these atrocities have not been committed directly by your hand, they have been committed by the greater collective hand of those you have chosen to govern in your name.

Woe. How I weep for the innocents. How I weep for those who have suffered, those who suffer greatly even now, and those who suffering is still to come.

Nation of compassion:

Whilst you sleep – whilst you pursue your dreams – whilst you satiate your selves at the cost of the less fortunate who share this planet with you – children are being slaughtered, households are being massacred, villagers are being tormented and humiliated, mosques are being desecrated; the peoples who you have come to liberate in the name of freedom are being tormented and tortured – all this occurs in your name… whilst you sleep.

My heart weeping…



is overwhelmed by the suffering which is to come. 

Each side righteously claims they act in the purity of Your Name. 

May 16, 2006

Watch now with horror people of the nation of the free, as your false prophets and politicians press hard for their crusade against the people of the nation of Iran.

For in their hearts speak the voices of darkness.

Woe. Woe to the people of the nation of the free.

In their righteous madness they shall seek to bring about their glorious “rapture” as they slaughter the innocent.

And they shall fulfill biblical prophecy as the false prophets who brought Armageddon to God’s beloved.

And their tortured souls shall weep at their complicity with the darkness and cry out for forgiveness.

June 11, 2006

People of the Nation of the Free:

Those who are tormented and tortured in your name – cry out through their actions – for your compassion, your awareness and for your righteous indignation.

For these atrocities are committed for you – in the name of freedom – so that you in turn may satiate yourselves – nay, gorge yourselves on lifestyle indulgences – whilst the tormented starve in protest and seek ways to kill themselves in the name of Blessed release from their unending captivity and torture.

Nation of Shame. 

False prophets, false leaders claiming to serve in the name of the Light. Truly, your master is the Prince of Darkness.

Woe unto the people of the nation of the free. You shall lament for these deeds and the blood upon your nations hands.

June 19, 2006

A repeat of history again and again,

Jew, Muslim, and Christian.

Brothers three once were thee,

now each slaughter and suffer endlessly.

How can this root once so pure,

bring forth desecration, humiliation, and torture?


I AM woman, I AM man.

I AM black, I AM brown, I AM yellow, I AM white.

I AM beast, I AM insect, I AM every living cell, I AM every particle..

I AM forest, I AM sea, I AM sky, I AM desert, I AM rock.

I AM, have been, and will be.

June 20, 2006

Think you, People of the Nation of the Free, that it is wise counsel to keep silent in the face of the horrors the prisoners of war have suffered?

How shall your minds and hearts be manipulated to “frame” this event?

Think you, “If we do not look closely at what has happened to them, then we need not look at what we have done and are doing, to those we capture”?

See you not? 

Hear you not, the cries of the tortured and the tormented? 

Does it touch your hearts any more deeply now that it is your own two sons, People of the Nation of the Free?

Shall this event awaken your hearts to the horrors and slaughters being carried out in the “name of freedom” or shall you allow those who govern you to use this event to manipulate you into further complicity with the forces of darkness?

Shall your outrage further fuel the darkness in your hearts, People of the Nation of the Free? 

Shall it cause you to awaken to your misdeeds? 

Or shall your sleep ensue unencumbered?

July 5, 2006

A warning to the People of the Nation of the Free:

Be wary.

For the foot soldiers of the darkness cloaked in the raiment of pious national righteousness, have invaded your once hallowed halls, bringing with them corruption; desecration; the twisting of truths; lying and deception.

Their deeds speak of their contempt for the People of the Nation of the Free yet the people see this not. 

July 21, 2006

So much woe begotten in your lust for power, nation of the free.

The Sons of Abraham slaughter each other mercilessly whilst the people in the Homeland picnic and play.

How long shall the karma of your nation protect you from the suffering you have wrought upon the innocent?

A portal into the realms of hell opened by your deeds of avarice and greed.

All shall participate in the suffering to come. 

August 7, 2006

My soul laments…

Imprisoned within my body, I watch helplessly as the days turn into months and the months into years of living death. My companions – melancholy, despair, and helplessness – torment my imprisoned consciousness.

Relentless suffering, walking death, torment, and pain…

I walk entombed among you – near and yet alone in my imprisoned state. 

August 28, 2006

In the darkness long have I travailed.

Whilst I knew it then not, the Light hast traveled with me.

For in my blindness and suffering I could not see the Light; nay, could not know the Light; for the darkness and its torments were my only companions in the dark night.

Whilst it is yet not dawn, and the dark night still prevails; my heart knows of the coming of the Light.

I shall await You my Beloved.

I shall await You amongst the tormented; the suffering; the forgotten. 

I shall await You and trust my heart until Your Light comes for me. 

October 17, 2006

And the nation of the free shall torture their own – lock away in their madness, those whom they fear – the innocent shall lie in the darkness weeping, lamenting, unheard in their anguish and others in their fear, shall succumb to that which their heart knows to be wrong.

How I have lamented for you, people of the nation of the free – now you shall lament – with me. {2-08-2005}

A second portal into the realms of hell – opened today, by the act signing – in the Nation of the People of the Free.

The People of the Nation of the Free …no longer free

November 24, 2006

For verily I say unto you:

This is just the beginning, the dawn of the darkness to come. 

For the planet shall suffer as well as her inhabitants.

Darkness, twilight, gray days, hunger, suffering, wars, avarice, greed. Woe.

Is this why humankind was created?

To kill one another in the name of the Most Holy God?

Nay, I say unto to you, it is the will of the darkness that corrupts the hearts of humankind to slaughter brothers and sisters.

Nation of Shame:

See how your thoughts stray not to your Iraqi brothers and sisters who are slaughtered by the hundreds daily… but to shopping, eating, and feasting. 

Now begins the Nations’ season of national excess whilst those your Nation has attacked and made unendurably vulnerable; live in poverty and horror daily.

Think you my brothers, my sisters who live in the streets, that I see you not in your suffering?

see you with the eyes of my heart and my heart weeps with you…

December 15, 2006

We shall yet see in these darkest of times to come – brother and sister of all nations and races – join together in compassion and love; to serve the suffering in the name of the Most High.

Here is what I ‘see’ – 


Not in the darkness not coming for it’s coming has been foretold to prepare you.

HOPE will be found, be born in the darkness, and the Light will enter the hearts of the willing and give unto them strength, courage, compassion, and most of all… HOPE.