May 26, 2004

And this is how the darkness shall work through you…

In your fear, you will seek to justify an action which your heart knows to be wrong.

And your mind will become complicit with the fear, and it will say to you… “You must”.

And the darkness will give credence and power to your justifications.

And it will whisper untruths into your mind saying, “of course your actions are of the Light.”

Woe to you who follows not the truth of your heart.

You will bring much suffering to yourself and those around you.

June 25, 2004

And the darkness shall come upon you and say to you – 

“I too am of the Light” and/or, “I too seek the Light”.

And it shall seek to engage with you in much mental parrying and try to impress you with its knowledge of scripture and/or of sacred or esoteric writings.

Stand back.

Wait and watch from the silence of your heart.

For the darkness cannot speak to you from the Light and you will know this from your heart in the fullness of time. 

June 26, 2004

The rage filled heart silently awaits its time to strike out.

Can you not see?

Is your desire for gratification so great that you cannot see the dire suffering of those around you?

Is the need for satiation of your needs the means by which the darkness works through you?


For your ongoing focus of feeling entitled to earthly pleasures -when not held in the heart as Grace – will lead you to great suffering. 

June 29, 2004

Why is it that you choose not to hear the cries of the suffering?

I have given you many who bring you their stories of suffering and pain.

Have you become so comfortable within your cocoons of material comforts that you have forgotten why, as Your Beloved God and Father, I have given you these things? 

Know you not that each tear cried, each wail that is uttered, each prayer that is prayed, is held deeply within My Heart? 

July 1, 2004

So much wailing and crying – how can you not hear the cries of the suffering, the dying, and the starving?

How many pairs of shoes must you own whilst others still have none?

Greedy nation – consuming, consuming – whilst others starve and suffer, you grow fat and consume even more of the earth’s resources meant for all.

July 2, 2004

Two forewarnings of proportionate relevance and significance:

The first forewarning:

Screaming, chaos – the law of the punisher who comes falsely in the name of God – exacts retribution.

The second forewarning:

And this is how the darkness shall seek to make you one with it.

The darkness will seek the places within you – within your heart, and your mind, and your emotions – that are dark with doubts, fears, resentments, anger, and pain. And through your own mind and emotions, it will seek to torment you and it will feed these places with like energies, until your mind and heart are confused and in desperate pain, you cry out to your God, either for help or in anger.

“Why,” you may ask of me, “would my God do this to me?”

Remember my words to you now – it is the darkness.

Purify yourselves! Seek the healing Light of the Christ.

For only the Christ shall have reign over the forces of darkness that seek to enslave mankind.

July 12, 2004

Hear me.

You have become separated from your soul, your true spiritual nature.

Fragmenting yourself and your life, relegating that which is of your true nature – your true identity – to weekly rituals or to that which is unprovable to the mind and the material realm.

Yet heed my warning.

For whether you believe in the darkness or not – it is real.

And the darkness shall come upon your fragmented minds and unconscious emotions, and torment you with fears, anxieties, and uncontrollable thoughts.

Seek the Light – heal your fragmented selves.

Seek to realize your true nature and wholeness. 

July 13, 2004

Who shall be deemed pure and who shall be deemed impure by the religions of the world – these titles mean nothing. Titles – (providing a basis for or justifying a claim) It is your heart which shall be judged in accordance with the Laws of Light and Love. 

All doorways connect to the One Reality. 

Torments and pains shall come upon you, and in your wretchedness, you shall remember your pasts, and shall cleave unto Me as a child to their mothers for comfort. 

(Speaking to those who have willingly and consciously, {in most cases, but not necessarily in all cases}
aligned with the forces of darkness.) 

July 17, 2004

Oh My Beloved,

As my eyes gaze off dreamily into my present reality, my heart wearily carries this great burden of suffering and pain, patiently awaiting Your Love and Light to surround it all.

My human heart – how helpless and small it feels as it tries to hold the screaming, mourning, and chaos it perceives.

Mournful wailing and crying – the loss of many sons and daughters.

* Here… 

I reach out to touch you – but cannot cross the immense divide between us. 

*Here – (as in this present reality; state of being) 

July 22, 2004

Freedom will be lost in the name of freedom, in the nation of compassion.

Soldier, police officer, government official – will separate from the public trust.

Fear in the streets, fear in the home, security is lost.

The nation of the free – no longer free.

Guns patrol the streets in the land of the free. Government guns, private guns, militia guns; the law of power, contempt, and fear.

The law of contempt fills the hearts of the nation of the free with fear.

Machine guns, weapons of power, pointed at the people of the free.

Brother upon brother, neighbor upon neighbor; a madness of mind and heart in the nation of freedom.

The power to discern Light from darkness, truth from lie, will be lost to many in positions of power and national security in the nation of freedom.

The nation of freedom shall experience in their hearts – what the peoples of other nations have known in theirs – corrupt government control, the crushing of dissent, and the betrayal of the innocent by those whom they have entrusted to govern them.

In order to keep the nation of the free safe, excessive force will be used upon its citizens.

Many will react with shock and bewilderment, others with denial, and others still, with outrage.

New laws created in the nation of the free to detain its citizens in the name of freedom and national safety.

This is how the forces of darkness shall work within the nation of freedom; they will seek to manipulate those who govern through fear.

The innocence and trust of the people of the free; desecrated and betrayed.

The Light of the Omega Star, a beacon, in the days of darkness unto the peoples of the world and the nation of the free.

July 27, 2004

A Testament to the Power of God’s Purpose and Love: 

Here – I will tell you of my journey. Know hence from where I speak.

From the beginning of my embodiments, after from whence I was created in the Mind and Heart of God, the serpent has sought to thwart, corrupt, and otherwise destroy me.

For my soul and the purpose of my creation was known – to the Forces of Light as well as to the forces of darkness – long before my embodied mind and heart ever grew in this knowing.

And in time the darkness came upon me and filled my mind and heart with fears and despair.

And in my confusion and pain, I believed in its power and of what I felt, and through time – I fell and cried in the darkness – for longer than my mind knows or can remember.

And my mind and my heart hardened, as to protect itself. 
And I felt myself to be ashamed and abandoned by God and all hope.

And this I tell you as a testament to the power of God’s Purpose and Love:

In all my sufferings as I walked this planet through time, my soul, even still, stayed purposeful to which it was created; and its love, even when covered over by the darkness, stayed true to the Christ, until I was redeemed by Love. 

July 31, 2004

“Why,” you may ask of me, “would you allow the serpent to be redeemed through you; to suffer and be tormented so?”

And this I will tell you:

I do this for LOVE.

This is my declaration to you who shall read my words and to the forces of darkness:

I do this for LOVE. In the name of LOVE.

For LOVE of God.

For LOVE of the Christ. 

For LOVE of humanity 

August 5, 2004

Bearers of the Light do not despair.

For the unawakened ones will be unconsciously drawn to the Light you carry, whilst the darkness works its inequity through them.

In these times to come, the unawakened ones will become vehicles of the darkness.

With the Awakening will come the painful recognition of their unwitting complicity. 

August 8, 2004

Weeping, chaos, confusion, screaming. Death.
People screaming, “God help us. God help us.”
Darkness. Dense darkness. Crying in the night.
Troops mustering – a new battle – but without honour.

A madness of minds and hearts in the nation of the free.

An ancient honour called up within the hearts of the people of the nation of the free in the face of great darkness and suffering.

The earth laid bare like a barren field.

(Earth laid bare – undisclosed, in the United States of America)

September 8, 2004

“See you not?” inquire the guardians of the homeland, “it is only your safety and your security we seek to insure.” 

“Be reasonable, be patriotic, be “with us”…

The people of the nation of the free, no longer free.

Here – this is how the innocent of the people of the nation of the free shall be manipulated – through the energies of fear.

Fear. Fear and more fear in every form.

Woe, how shall their hearts and minds bear up to it?

(Manipulated – in the context of being mislead, deceived, exploited, and betrayed))

September 17, 2004

Brothers and sisters of the Light;

There is no such thing as righteous hate.

It is the darkness disguising itself as the Light.

In these dark times, the darkness will present itself as righteous and patriotic.

And you shall know this for from their mouths words of hate, intolerance, and prejudice shall pour forth.

“See you not?” Says the darkness.

“I am reasonable, charming, and powerful…”

“Why should you not be with us?”

How is it you ask, shall you know truth?

You shall – in your hearts – feel the vibrations of love, compassion, and dignity that always accompanies truth.

Be wary!

For if you stay conscious and present and listen with your hearts then you shall hear the voice of darkness behind its disguise of Light.

The darkness shall seep out through its disguise and your heart – if you are consciously present – will alert you to the falseness.

Be wary!

For in your unconsciousness the darkness will use you for its own means.

Stay awake! Stay of the Light!

Be wary!

Listen with presentness when you listen to the news. 

For even sources that seem trustworthy may unwittingly align with the energies of darkness. 

For even now, misrepresentations that are meant to bolster the national ego are being planted in the national consciousness. 

September 18, 2004

Here, this is what I see:

Swelling, swarming masses, chanting, ranting in rapture, choking out all who would dissent.

Unconscious masses in a mesmeric rapture flamed by the fires of fear.

A sea of madness of minds and hearts in the people of the nation of the free.

Woe to the nation of the people of the free. Woe.